Confusion In deep dark pools of emptiness my mind has come to rest not knowing what tomorrow brings. I lie here just hoping that soon I will be above the line of drowning and able to function as I did when happiness filled my world. My interests are non existent and deeper and deeper I sink. Whorls of faster moving waves consume me. Frightfully I battle the power which has taken my will and hidden it where it cannot be found by me. What has happened to my soul that I cannot reclaim it? Each place I look I see hurt, hopelessness and despair. Where once I was strong now I am weak. I reach out my hands and heart to anyone with pleas of help but none come to heed my call. My thoughts I gather around me for protection from this strange enemy so it may not take me fully away. I have not the strength to fight for my release from darkness. My will is not my own. Help me to scream but the words are as whispers. Friends, family nor prayer come to my rescue. I am alone in this unfamiliar place within my world. Lost and totally helpless. Noram Cornett Marek ©March 8, 2003 Marilyn's Hideaway ~ Domestic Violence ~ Cancer Site Children's Pages ~ Computers ~ Critters ~ Good Old Days Holiday Pages ~ Inspirational Pages ~ Katrina Pages Humor ~ Miscellaneous Pages ~ Patriotic Poetry ~ Women ©Ultimate Designs Graphics &2003-2004 Made with love July 10, 2004.